please donkey :'(

right now, i only care abt mine.
if you can't wait, you can walk out on it.
no one's asking you to stay.
i've got enough on my plate right now.
nothing serious now.

so this is what i get...


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This is the hard part. i'm supposed to sit here beside you and pretend like i don't feel anything just to wait for you to sort your things out. i'm supposed to pretend like i'm happy for you. pretend and wait like an idiot when you dont even care bout how imma feelin'. i dont even know how you're feelin towards me and what you're thinking. this world is crazy. all I'm asking is for someone to be crazy with. i work so fucking hard everyday. don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths; need someone who will APPRECIATE me for everything that i am. I hope that you're ok even though I'm dying. and i'm not living an easy life. you know that so well.

honestly am I that wrong? issit me every time?
we can change this. lets stop feeling so hurt and stuffs.
you and me. time for a new round of happiness.
there are certain things in life that are worth living for. what we have is one of them. please don't take this away from me.


I hate this world.
it's got me up to my neck in pain. I search for you to understand.

i'm sorry i'm like this.
i'm trying to understand.
actually i do understand.. but its still me..
its not easy you know.

and this so so fucking sad for me right now.

i'm here, i'm waiting.
i still believe in a love worth saving.