Its really goodbye.

Is it wrong for a guy to be clingy and possesive when he knew that something not right is coming? How could you ever leave him? Why is it so hard to be honest? All that I get is lies. You used to tell me how fucked up your life can be and you want to change.  Now, you dont know what you're doing. There wont be another next someone. I liked you the first time i saw you. I thought god answered my prayers when you came to me. I've given you all,  even my whole life. And i supported everything you did. If this is really what you want, then i'm giving it to you. Its never bout my life. Always been yours. You know i'll love you best.I miss you. But now, there's nothing i can do..

I've given up hope.

I know i dont deserve this.

Dear all, i'm leaving you all soon.

I cant wait till i finish my school and NS.

I'm going somewhere far.

Hopefully things will be better for me..