The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to. Today is just like one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I cant have anymore. I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.
You always say you hate to see me hurting myself with all the drugs and stuffs, and you hate to see me so sad everyday. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes? The hardest thing about knowing you don't love me is that you spent so much time pretending that you did at the start.
There's only one "reason" a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.
Its so clear.. he even told you that he comes back to you coz he cant get anyone better than you.
Just because you cant get the girl you want.. then you're coming back?
There's only one "reason" a man comes back to you; he doesnt appreciate woman.
If you made me cry, at least be here to wipe away these tears. How could you make me love you and then not be there to love me back? You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve. Just hit play and watch my life fall apart. Is that what you're trying to do to me right at the beginning? Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you.. Funny, you never learned from your past when your past were actually your mistakes.
I never stopped loving you. Even when I was acting crazy, I loved you. I've tried to show you in a million ways but nothing ever got through.Wherever you go, whatever you do, don't say I never loved you.
I'll still be waiting for as long as i live. I gave you what you want.
Don't hate me. Don't regret me. Don't even forget me. That's all i'm asking for
Thursday, December 11, 2008
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